I thought Paradise might be some place. So I went to a place working to build a dialogue with the USSR rather than contribute to creating an imaginary enemy. At Esalen I honest to god held hands with cosmonauts and sang Let Peace Begin With Me, and they knew the words!
THE MEDIUM IS THE MASSAGE and I went to Esalen to learn to develop my tactile communication skills.
The ‘Light’ told me near the end of my near death experience that ‘it’ was in my hands. My child told me ‘mommy you have magic in your hands’.. and I believed her for the psychic told me she would be a psychiatrist.